Limit Breached.

Hatred......It all began with Gee. And with most people non-stop fannacting over SNSD. And most people mass spam of the dam song, and FLOODING my msn with youtube links to GEE realli pissed me off.

But after a while, the flooding stopped. But messages on facebook, blog and twitter did not end there. Everywhere u look, some a-hole will comment about how addicting GEE is. ARGHHHHH. SO DAM ANNOYING!!!!

Loads of other scenarios that makes me hate on SNSD. But tonight......The deathblow to me was dealt. Once i let down my guard.......It was all over. As i type this post, im actually listening to them......

Was dealt the deathblow from Jasmine..........UNEXPECTEDLY. arghhhhhhhh.........idiot idiot!!! Oh well, time i shared wad killed me off.

Enjoy~~


Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha~~~~

But this doesnt meen i like em.....just this super wierdlish addictive song.
zzz

Merry Christmas? This sux.

Christmas, a time to be joyous. At least i was happy till 24th dec 9.10pm.

Met the dam scum bags, where they somehow magically influenced me (as usual....) to stay overnight, with my mom fking me on the other side of the phone. Played pool from like.......11-2 then watched movie (Avatar). (Cant believe how people can actually call a frigging naked SMURF chio. Jus because that female smurf is literally NAKED with jus some light fabric on the censor, and cause they had SMURF sex, doesnt make her chio.) A new major minority found......the BLUES.

On christmas day itself, well yea, okay. Had bbq with uncle at my place.....The usual GOOOOOOD yummy sex shit. so yea.......But it is wad came next that is sooo dam bad. My air-con literally FROZE. Air cant get in cause its all frozen, the fan inside cant move cause its frozen, heck, now the panneling cant even open cause its frozen. like 5cm ice thick.........How isit frozen? I have an idea......Must be due to how my father's air con is on 24/7, and since mine is the primary one, the condensers and all worked their ass of at my side causing every friggin water vapour to freeze up.

Sooooooo how in the world is my air con not being able to run a extremely bad thing? I aint talking bout the heat or wad. Personally, i dun mind. But the BUGS, THE FKING FLYING ANTS, MOTHS, Some hard shell bug i have no idea wad its called....., oh yea, and yesterday a FRIGGING HUGE BEE. My leg kena bite like fk. And cause so dam itchy, keep on moving my body, i sweat like ice-man meet pyro. I have to tank 2 more nights of this shit, till the repairers come. Fish. But thank god its not mosquitos.....but ISNT THIS FKING WORSE?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?! i dun mind bugs, like one by one, (but i hate flying ants and FKING GIANT bees even if its one on one), but the thing is.....THIS IS LIKE FKING MANY MANY MULTIPLE BUGS. ARGHHHHHHHHHHH The sound.....THE FKING BUZZING SOUND. BZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ like 7 flying ants in my room now.....and like 8 small dead moths all over my poor Gundam Kyrios. D: haiz.......

Sooooo, off to sleep now. Remember! Dun let the bed bugs bite. :)




FML

Japan

Girls there, ARE CHIO BEYOND wad a Singaporean mind could imagine. And the quantity of em..........THEY ARE EVERY WHERE!!!!!! So mani chio bus, So lil shuai ges. Solution? I move to Japan PERMANANTLY.

But these are just pics which had me in it. -.- Soooooooooo emooooo, i wan my pics with Yuka. T.T WHY DOESNT JAPANESE MAIDENS USE FACEBOOK?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!? T.T ARGH!!!

Yuka Yamamoto - The most chio girl i have seen/met, my WHOLE ENTIRE life. For those who watch hai pai tian xin, shes like.....the elegance of Mo Lee, coupled with the cuteness/all the good stuff of Qi yue from Devil beside you. She goes beyond wad the HD Bravia line could deliver. She is under the a whole new category that far surpasses the HD Bravia. I call it.....The HD BRAVIA CHIO BURST MODE!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nvm.....got quite carried away there. -.-.........everytime talk about japan.......Japanese girls will just flood my mind. Realli cannot tank. Emo emo. Law Of Attraction - Singapore having the ability to compete with Japan with chio bus quality and quantity.

The people i stayed with. (Just noticed......but Shirai looks quite cheena......then again, its just the Yokohama look.....-.-...nvm, Her friends are FRIGGING CHIO, can get orgasmaticism just by seeing them. But emo emo, no pics of em. T.T)


Me and Mom's friend.


And of course, me and mummy!!!!!!!! :D

Bored and Screwed

Gah. Havent packed yet even though i am frigging bored atm.

Just finished watching Why Why Love. And teared ALOT at the last episode. T.T A non stop emo episode.

And since then, there has been nothing left for me to do.

Been listening to rainie songs non stop.

Well, at least my Japan trip came at the right time. Perfect timing, Just when i ran outta stuff to do at home. There we go, the escape route to the land of the rising sun. But honestly speaking, not that excited about it now. -.-..........I jus feel extremely Siansational now.

Leaving tmr night. Coming back on Sunday.
So yea, Brace urselves Scumbags, We needa lan. SERIOUSLY. Has been ages since i've/we've touched down on home ground.

Important school stuff needed to be done by the end of holis?
- FOM thingie.
- Think of CRS topic.
- Thats all eh?

Important stuff needed to be done by the end of holis?
- Lan
- A Christmas and New year at the comfort of my home. (Not in a cab)
- Start to think up of a good new year resolution.

Posties Post

Friday:
- Class Outing @ Sentosa!!!!!
Was fun. And Im sure we've "bonded" much more/better now. ^_^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Couldnt remember all the shit that happened.....but what i do remember is my failed mindset of getting a tan. And my failed "L.O.A" of visualising/thinking that a chio bu will appear infront of me on that day. Nvm.....Must think harder hor!!!! JIN!!!!! JIA YOU!!!!! Youthful 17-18 years! HERE I COME!!!!!

And another thing i could remember VERY CLEARLY was......***** ******** @$*^&@$*(&*(@#*. Censored...............*Uhem* *cough cough.....* *PUKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Oh yea............The one supposed to be the target of throwing into the sea.......Jeff. Hmmmm. I wonder why I WAS THE ONE WHO GOT GRABBED! GROPED! AND THROWN in the MOST number of times...................Nvm....Its cool. ^.^!!!!!!! Its very VERY cool..


Saturday:
- Pooled and stoned and tortured Lester w/part of the scums.
Oh yea.....It honestly brings me so much satisfaction seeing a friend in pain. Oh. This reminds me of an old saying: "A friend in pain, Is a friend need". The need of serious chill pills! :D
Walking round and round. In search of a bridge that WAS NEVER, EVER, CONNECTED to the building. But lester.....my friend.....Ur suffering made it all worth while. :D
One BIG BIG!!! COMPLAIN! What kinda lan has NO WORKING COMS WITH WORKING INTERNET!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!!? OH OH, On top of it, ITS FKING VIRTUA LAND. WTF?!?!!?!??!? BUGIS!!!!! U have let me down.


Random stuff:
- A Fail vid that really made me laugh. In all honesty, this is 1 of the 2 failblog videos that actually made me ROFL.

Huge disney fail! HAHAHAHAHHAHA. @___@ (Watch with the sound effects! Its a must! HAHAHAHA)

So cute and adorable! MY ASS!

OMG! I just found some pics i had of myself during my china trip. Sec 1 i think? yea......Look so darn diff.....To the point i even resorted to zi lian. Jus to see the difference. -.-.....Mom says i looked so darn innocent last time, and that now i look like some trouble maker/playboy. *3rd time this week someone called me that. WTF!*

Well guess what mom! I BEG TO DIFFER!!! I may look different than i was before, but some things just nvr change. What nvr change u may ask? Lets see.......

Btw these hard copy pictures i use camera to snap em.

Ah yes. That nice perveted old man smile, nvr change eh? Thats my signature, it will never change no matter how different i look.


A normal smile. Something i had long forgotten how to do.


Oh yeaa.........Chicks dig me. Its a given. :D



Too cool for for the bitches. Btw, when i took this pic........why the heck was there a reflection of my ceiling light censoring my dragon? Ai yar....Good thing it did, dun wan all ur com screens to crack from Awesomeness overload.

And now........look at that. Z_Z dam different lor! and in what way do i look like a trouble maker/playboy?!?!?!?!? MORE INNOCENT THAN I WAS LAST TIME LOR! Last time look so old man roundy perveted. Wakakakakaka. In a way....I liked last time look better..Wakakakakakakakakakaka Old round Sumo perveted Uncle!

Law Of Attraction

My luck this year has been REALLI BAD. More specifically, bad luck is like targeting me ever since i stepped into the sacred grounds of SP. Lets start of with minor stuff, Previous years, i have never had bird take a shit on me......This year, i had experienced a grand total of 7 bird shits. 1 today............ zzz



And i still remember that one week where everyday i had something suay happening to me. And stuff that i plan in my head to happen, ALWAYS turn out totally wrong....totally unexpected in a FRIGGING BAD WAY. For example 2 weeks ago.......The table and chair rearrangement. Yea......Those who rmb, knows how suay that is. gahh....................


Law of attraction?!?!?!?!?!?! KISS MY POLISHED ASS. Been thinking so hard for good things to happen. Only suay shit happens. But some monster today just converted me to this........

***Haiz. On a not so random note.......people getting into relationships is like a frigging horror film. Everyday, a new victim too love. One by one, we fall. But the difference is, I WANT TO FALL!!!!!! @_@ I jus want to go up to the ghost, and then let it just drag my heart away. Gah. That petrine's "Getting old talk" + drama + one by one = serious desponess. Gah. Never thought i would actually feel despo. -.-..........Dam this.

And the moment i felt the need to take initiative, BAM! wa la....The 2 people i saw walking down that hill.......Shien yin and some rich play boy. CONFIRM PLAY BOY. Acs international people.....CONFIRM RICH LA. Plus wearing blazers while walking out in the fking sun? And i thought i was the mad one. Damit..........Someone just out mad me. Nuuuuuuuuuu, double the emo.

Haiz. Nvm. Just using the Law of attraction right now......For what?

For girls who seem materialistic, to actually not be materialistic on the inside. :D Oh dammit. -.-........

Fk that.

Thinking that I......Want A GF!!!! Prob will get killed by my mom due to the over constipation look from heavy thinking.........-.-.

But someone like those charactors Rainie plays would be tooo good la..........I wan! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Too good? Hell yea! Need it to cover up all of my this year's bad luck! Wooo hooooo

Dream dream dream.........Maybe when i go to japan, will meet someone from singapore, on the plane probably? her seat next to mine, And then wakakakakkaaka. Win Win. Double win! KAHHHHH. I swear, im sounding like some of those Single girls blog u see over the net. Dam it.

NULL / NOT NULL

Mst week.

1st test, Java on monday. For someone who didnt even try doing Java Netbeans once by himself his whole life, and only copied those around him. I think i did quite well. :D Except on the last qn, which is effed up a bit. But hopefull can get about 20 marks for it. Wahahaha, 2nd test this year I actually left the room happy. :D

Tomorow, DBMS, only studied 1hr+ with cheese......and yea, just awaiting death. Death By Mental Stress. Oh yea.....Even reading the text book can give u stress. So mani contradictions inside, so mani useless stuff, so mani "PUT INSIDE TEXTBOOK FOR WHAT?!?!?" stuff. Haiz. Time to fail. But hopes to be able to somehow magically leave the room happy. :D

realli realli just wanna stay home and watch Devil beside you. x_x Japan trip next week!!! Looking forward to it! :D Rmb, i wont be buying back presents! :) such a good friend. thanks thanks.

The usual.

Yep. There we go again. Mst week. Tomorow being Java. And as usual, i have no clue bout it. Since all this while been copying only. Haiz. And plus these past few days so "busy" to even open my book or notes or wadever.

Friday: Wanye's b'dae party.....And damn, is his house big. And i just got one thing to say bout that night, Npcc people are retarded. Cumaran.....Oh....that was good. One moment denying and using all his strenght in struggling, next moment, joining. Oh how quick he fell.

Sat: Went out with B.C, then went to play pool....Suked.

And today, when i was about to open my Java book, Mum just had to call me to say that there would be a relative gathering. FML

What would have been the perfect light at the end of the dark dark tunnel would be to know that Suan Yew nursed Lester at the standard chartered marathon.....But noooooo, that idiot just had to pon his first aiding duties. Dorgh.

Rainie, 杨丞琳, so chio.....@.@

I want an autograph.....................................

NO!!!! MUST NOT BE LIKE SUAN YEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wouldnt mind going for her live concert...............

could this be?

A real life person/idol that is over shadowing gundams and transformers?

O.M.G Nvr thought the day would come when gundams and transformers would get pushed out from my mind just from one idol girl....................

Thats it......Life is over.

Eric.....Fly me to taiwan NOW! fk japan.....i wan taiwan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T_____T
Autoooooo-graph......Rainie in person.....!!!!!!!!!

So this is how that bloody fag felt like when he was obsessed with S.H.E.

New day, New happenings

Ok....Aside from the fact that im fked for film appreciation. Today was an extremely good day. A rarity now a days. :D

So 1st up,

Went drain fishing using long fishing rods. Rain or shine, we were there! Which drain? Oh.....Its quite obvious eh? That fking big ass drain at my house there. @_@.......I joined it cause thought it was just a joke. Well yea, it was actually ment to be a joke, just another scheme made by Jonan to just slack......Nvr thought that we, correction.....I could actually catch a fish there. >.<. Good day good day. Caught some black fish with white spots. Medium size. :D But unfortunately, didnt take pic. -.-......Too much exitement. :D Been such a long time since i was actually lucky. Too long.......But then again, thanks to Hans for puling the fish out.....I dun even know how to fish. -.-. But fk his stupid lecture about how reeling in the fish is like spanking. -__- *dun worry, didnt kill the fish, urs angely truly here will not stain his own hands with the blood of a living creature. Except for a few exceptional Scum ppl.................................................


After that, Jesse help me with my psp. And pai seh argh Martin......Thought u fked my com up with ur browsing and "more". @_@ hahaha.....Ends up that the real problem is......still unknown. Now cant even access facebook, dailymotion, veoh, google search, and my fking school website......Not to mention the occasional sudden auto shut downs. *i think its NetBeans lor......NetBeans last time whole life make me auto shut down, or was it sql? (School programmes for my modules)*-.- And all Jesse did was to help clear Martin's name.....Could have cleared my problem as well. *must be the food porn websites i visit......* :x Jk jk, but seriously.. At least i can PSP away now. xD Just in time for Gundam Vs Gundam Next, which is coming somewhere this month. ;D Yay!


And the new poster for Iron Man 2 is out!!!! THAT IS WHAT I CALL SEX!



And YES!!! THAT IS WAR MACHINE BEHIND!!!!! *fan guy scream! Keah~~~*

And ehh.....Happy belated aids day!!! 1st dec is actual day. ;D http://www.worldaidsday.org/

Nice song! ;) Will so be singing this when the time comes. xD but not to myself la. -.-.......For others :D So self-sacrificial.

Anything else? hmm. nope.

-ciao-ciao-buai-bai-byeeee-

Mini update: Tonight's full moon is dam beautiful. so bright. Like a sun, but one that can be looked and admired at. Truely one of the world's beauties that should be looked and be awed at.

I hate projects.

FOM project. Never thought i would say this but......I HATE FOM. and the project.....Mainly the project. Dam stress one lor. Haiz....

Monday - saw this guy, LITERALLY A SKINNY MAN, with tits and wearing frigging woman's clothes. Its not the 1st time i've seen those kinda people. But its the 1st time since knowing about Poy. And jus lemme say that, THAT MAN WAS A FKING FAIL. He looked like a guy, to be honest, his face looked like my uncle. x___x my uncle with tits, in woman's clothes. YUCK! SO horrible that even douglas couldnt handle it, heck, couldnt even handle jus hearing me say look at him. Haha. But yea, Realli looked like my uncle. zzz

That was random. Hell yay!

Today - FOM-ed away.........I hate projs. -.- 3 words to describe the whole of today. I hate projects.

It is so dam fast. Honestly cant believe im saying this but......Its the last week of school this term. T_T, sad? yes......cause time flies by so FAST. Tooo darn fast. Next week msts', then after that japan, then after that christmas.....New Year (NOT SPENDING IT IN A FKING CAB) and then Yea.....So fast.

hate it.

BIG SHOCKER!!!

I am extremely SHOCKED, SPEECHLESS.

just watch the video below to see how......Gah, i cant think of the word to describe him....Goes far beyond mental retardation.....Honestly really dunno how to describe this. Just watch! And go to the main video page and click the links there if ur interested at how crazy this guy is.

Then again.....maybe to him, its L O V E. BUT HOW THE FK DO U FALL IN LOVE OR FALL IN LOVE TO THE POINT OF ACTUALLY MARRYING THE DAM ANIMATED VIRTUAL NINTENDO DS GIRL WHO EXIST IN A CATRIDGE?!?!?!?!??!

(hmm, all u nid to do is send a virus to his DS, and its a done deal......^.^ Maybe just "accidentally" bump into him, make him drop his DS, and pray his catridge gets broken. Good bye whoever u are Wife. )




*Wonder's whether he realizes that thousands of people in the world play that same game, and scored that VIRTUAL girl as the win. His girl is probably getting literally fked by many other virtual loving idiots out there by the min......

Oh well....

Bottomline: Japanese are retards. Only they could actually pull off and do these things.....

Pokemon....Overulling my life once again.

Yesterday went to eat sakae buffet with cheese, sky, petrine and the natard. Nattou from sake = smelly.....Taste seemed horrible. Looks disgusting. Well, come to think of it, it looked kinda cool, like something out of the Alien movies. Sticky....Smelly....Brownie. It looked like mushroom! Yummy....To be precise, it looked like those canned mushroom, light brownish and all. Yeeeeck, not that yum, but still yum yum.

Dam wei da....keep on opening mouth. Like a pudge Rot. Literally....The smell of the natou....minusing my hp by the mili second by 175.

And......

Nvr EVER start laughing when ur feeling full. U cant stop, and food just flies out. As though we havent learnt our lesson from our last experience at pioneer ri ben chun. -.-

And then today? I FINALLY PONNED SCHOOL!!!! WOOOT. but for the 1st part, well, until about 5-6++ I had dam bad running nose. And its extremely painful when u rub ur nose to much and it starts to give some sex burn feel. Oh lawd, worse than sex....it was P A I N F U L. but now okay le. :D

Haiz.....Wanted to do some project, or get some work done. But pokemon just had to enter my life again eh? Nope, not the game......THE SHOW!!!! Im 17! And i just started rewatching pokemon. But the older seasons like nicer leh....Well, only watched episode 1-24 today, and 2 episodes of the new diamond and pearl one....Like crap. -__- . Either way, i didnt do any work. heck, the 1st day of this month I didnt even LEAVE my house. Kinda happy bout that! :D Long time since i just locked myself at home.

Btw, I lurv Turtlee! @_@ whenever i go back to my room, i will always be greeted with a smile. :)

Someone Just Stab Lester With A Pencil.

On birthdays, what could u expect ur most idiotic, scheming, evil, friends to do to u? Push u into the pool? Smash a cake? Oh yea....I knew that, So i just kept my eyes open out for these things, But only to find out that what was installed for me, werent those.......Oh dear lawd....Just kill Lester Young.

1st stage of death - bring bottles of cream and literally cream me. (They let me off. :D)

2nd S.O.D - For me to carry Turtlee all over the place when we walked around. (Hah....Failed in a way. )

3rd S.O.D ( the killer) - Fish and Co......Apparently that demonic place had B'dae discounts, 10% off and an ice cream. But what no one told me be4 it was too late was that.......Singing, clapping and standing on a fking stool was part of the process. Oh dear lawd.......Standing on that mini stool, with a bunch of retards (Fish and co Staff) Doing their stupid cheer thing (Company's policy) and then singing me the b'dae song............DAM PAI SEH LA.
Worse of all, THE FKING SPARKLE THEY GAVE ME DIED OUT THE MOMENT THEY FINISHED. OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only thing preventing me from fainting was the thought that once it was over, i was gonna burn Lester alive........ARGHSGHKJSDGHLGS.

Then watched My GirlFriend is an Agent or smth like that. Funny show. :D Gal chio also....Hell yea for korean girls!

But.....Sincerly thank u all. I know i kept complaining (I DUN REGRET COMPLAINING ONE BIT), but really thank you all. (FK U LESTER.....and eric too) Thanks for Turtlee. :D

And to show how much i appreciate the present u all gave me. Here are 2.....pictures of Turtlee enjoying its new found home. btw, Turtlee is the name i gave it. -.-......

Awww......Turtleee making itself at home. :o

One of the best b'daes!!

I had a wonderful b'dae. Father took the time out to actualy LEAVE the house for something other than withdraw money and bought me a cake. Really dam happy he did that for me. Well, him actually doing that was mainly due to how my mother scold him and all....but at least he is changing a bit. :D So happy, that is like the a birthday wish coming true whitout even having to wish for it. Well....Since my that wish for my father to actually do something for me came true.....i had to wish for some other thing. Like......Oh dear lawd. Cant actually say it out right? If not it wont come true...;D Wishful thinking......Obviously its wishful thining thats why its a wish. -.- But......the drifting is there. Like drifting at nicol highway.......Sure fall off and get drowned in ur car at the bottom of the sea. then get eatened by the fishes.....Good fishy fish. Gulp gulp. Does goldfish eat human flesh? o.O That nicol highway statement made no sense, and theres no relation......so darn random -.-...... btw, I wan to learn tennis!

And then went to meet the fking scum bags. Played pool......which i suked horribly at. So mani of my balls WENT INTO THE HOLE and then came flying back out......WTF?!?!?!? IT LITERALLY ENTERED THE HOLE! How the hell did it come rolling back out?!? And yea....Basically suked.


Its the stripes.


My new pokemon team that is made up of cute lovables and my fav pokemon
- Umbreon (MY FAV!!! :D )
- Jipachi
- Celebi
- Pikachu -.-
- Latias
- Latios.

I know...it sounds sucky....But i dun wan bring out the bad asses yet. I just wan a nice cute team 1st, then at elite 4 i bring out the heavy pokemonary. But obviously Umbreon will be with me forever and ever.....If only pokemon were real, i would definitely get and Umbreon.
Argh!!! Still remember when i was a kid, used to pretend with fake ballz that i was a pokemon trainer. Anyone had that same situation? Well....now im imagining an Umbreon being just right beside me.

Lame....

Its the stripes....100% the stripes.

But yea....Best b'dae i had since.........dunno. -.-....
- Father showed that he could actually be a father.
- Was given homemade food and cake. :D Thanks again Y-Ting, Jesse, Wei lin
- Was given 2 b'dae parties from Sha-O-kun. Wad kinda fked up clique name is that? -.-
- Was given company and time from half the scums. :D

And thank you those who mass message me at 11.59 2oth nov. xD Hah! The failures who sent messages at 11.58 - Jonan, Abby, Cragnolia ( WHO THE FK IS SHE?!?, but thanks anyway stranger. Appreciate it. :D @_@).

Thanks Chee Seng , Sky , Wei da, In advance for u guys treating me on monday or whenever. xD z.z Thanks Petrine for not taking my chocolates :) , and.......persuading me to buy sp star ticks.........-.-.....it doesnt even need thanking....holy crap, that was a negative thing. Ahhhh, but who cares, thanks anyway. !_!

So Grateful!

I really am so grateful for what everyone did for me. Thank you Jonan, Jun Soh, Zack, Elaine, James, Jolene, Zamir, Liang kai, Rayson. For getting 2 parties for me. Z_Z One with other strangers i dun even know off, which was DAM BLOODY WIERD. Who the eff celebrates their b'daes 3days be4 with strangers? And tonights mini one. :)

And Realli BIG BIG BIG THANKS to Yun Ting, Jesse and Wei lin for baking the dam super uber duber chocolate cake. And cooking the rest of tonights dinner! :D So much effort in it, realli touch my heart lor. Wan to start tearing tears of joy leh. @_@

So dam fortunate to have met u all. T____T

Realli realli big thank you! Thanks for giving me my 1st actual b'dae group thingie celebration party thingie. (by that, i dun mean a b'dae in lan, or mother taking me out to dinner.) ;)
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Tomorow will be with the scums.....and yea. Gonna suffer. x.x Haiz...Probability of Lester planning some screwed up suffering shit for me is about 110%. Oh lawd.......

Wishlist :
- Slippers
- Long pants.
- Shirts
- Short pants
- 00 raiser Designer's colours
- Lan
- 2012 (film)
- Confidence. (o.o....like i could be given this liddat.....)
- A hair cut
- i-Touch
- I know there are more...but i cant realli recall anymore of what else i want.
- Ability to recall what other stuff i want
- More Coach Hines Episodes!! PLEASE!!! D: (And thats IMPOSSIBLE) :(

The usual stuff.

Usual Stuff - Nid to cut hair, but to dam lazy to go.
Nid new pants and clothes....but too dam lazy to go.
Nid to study, but to darn lazy to whip out the books at home.

And today, i witnessed the most CHIO shemale in the whole entire fking universe. If only i were still ignorent, i wouldnt be trembling in fear. All courtesy of DOUGLAS KOH for posting it on facebook. *His vid the pics cuter, and chio-er. (Cant believe im saying this for a shemale) *

This here my friends, i present to u the most CHIO shemale hailing from thailand.

Trembling in fear yet? No?!?
What if all the perfect HD Quality girls in this world are SHEMALES?!?!?!?!?!??!?!? This Man/Girl over here, pawnz over 90% of the entire world's female population in terms of chioness. And that is a sure fact as u can see. What if, there are more like that? That the top 10% of the world's prettiest woman are actually males in disguise?!?!?!? At 1st, i thought i had homones problem, that i couldnt tell a guy from girl. But no.....Thailand Doctors did an EXTREMELY good job into making that guy and girl. So good, that its scary, Im honestly scared of thailand right now. Real scared. I wan genuine girls. :D

Freaked out. Worst nightmare since Sec3 just came true. Well...not just. But i just found out, so yea. +_+

Cant wait for my tokyo/kyoto trip ;D

ACS Carnival

A day after friday the 13th. Ment to be rejoiced? Ment to be good? I dont think so....Other than the dota, today was shit.

Went back school, saw some teachers, saw some ppl that i havent seen in a long long time. And honestly, all boys school is the best. Cause those fking assholes, would wan to show off the chio girls they know, so they would bring all their chio girls with em there. So basically, as u can kinda imagine now, THE PLACE WAS FREAKING LOADED WITH EM. OH LORD YESH!!!!!! Glory has been done to ACS. Big Eyes+Buanglessness faces. OMG LA. HEAVEN for a condemned soul like me.

After that, went mad jacks then lan. -.-....Owning obviously. :) Then pool......Suked at it. Suk at pool now. gah..... Then went to meet up with Jesse and the "rest". Was late by like.....2hours++?? Oh hell yea for poor time management. Wait....I was enjoying myself in lan when i had to leave. ;D

Was given "grape juice" in like one dam fking big ribena cup. And i downed it whithin like....10 secs? And only after that 10secs i realised......it was fking 50% alchohol wine thingie. Gawd dam. Was i so mentally stunned to not realise i was drinking bitter juice? And well....basically i was fked for the rest of the night. Like literally, i still have control over myself. Cause i can feel myself typing this post. Or maybe, when i wake up tomorow, i would have forgotened everything tonight, and find that i typed out something i dun even remember typing. Oh yea....Thats cool, OMG LA, HOW SERIOUSLY COOL IS THAT?!?!?!? But gawd, my alchohol intake level is low......Well, at least it kinda shows that i dun drink often......Correction!!! I dun drink AT ALL!

But honestly........Mew-Two can pwn any gundams except 00-raiser, FLAT! It cant pwn 00, cause 00 is just to fking imba.....Trans-Am + Hear the thoughts. How to win agaisnt that?!?!?!? Mew-two just use psychic on any gundam, control them or destroy them on the spot. Oh lord yes. Grass-Hopers are dam creepy and thick. They have like 2 vanguards on them or something. Big ball fall on them, it just gets deflected off.

Modules. I hate em.

I hate Database Management.

I dun mind accounting.

But i hate General Journal + Ledger. (Most probably due to my mood right now, since i dun have the fking mood and patience to do such tedious stuff)

Im starting to dislike Fundamentals Of Marketing , (Due to proj)

I hate Critical Reasoning Skills.

Java? Dun quite like it, But hell yea for Chee Seong for making me somehow tanking threw it.

Right now, i feel dam pissed. Dam pekcek. Heck, u should know how screwed i feel right now from me typing out that particular word, Pekcek.
Gawd.......Why do i feel this way? This sux. End my torment. Please.

Projects really make one start to feel hate for that particular module. I swear....Projects whether big or small, did alot, or did normal amount, it just makes u hate stuff, hate the module, hate.....alot of things. Dorgh. Maybe its just this moment? That my mind is just to tired? Well, at least i get to wake up LATE tmr. Since i dun have GEMS at 8am. Can get 2hours more of sleep. :D

*im finally cleared my stock of luncheon meat*

FML

Oh yes....the usual anime scene, a future couple, alone together in a karaoke room. How sweet? Karaoke room, empty, dark, secluded. A place where loads of fantasies comes true. Fantasies that teenagers like me could only dream and hope for.

Being confessed to in a room like that, Sweet aint it? Ahh.........But the thing is, im in extreme pain, extreme angst-ness, in extreme shambles, i should say. Why?!?!?!?!?

Cause was kinda confessed to by a GUY. A GAY. A TRUE GAY.

I nvr believed in gays be4, only in lesbians. ;D Nvr believed as in, even if i have seen gays holding hands and all, but it still feels like something far away from me.

Sooo......

Went out K-Box with Jun kai and Sophia, with 2 other of their friends. And J.k warned me be4 hand that *unspeakable name* was gay, as in, really gay. But nooo, i took it lightly, as though it was a fking joke, Only to come to regret later on.

So half way threw, somehow, or should i say, magically, everyone else had some reason to leave the room, leaving me with *the unspeakable one*, all alone, in the k-box room, only with the plate of nuts redirecting my attention away from the constant uncomfortable stares i get from him. Then suddenly, he starts to talk about how i was "his type" and other stuff (WHICH I COULD HAVE SWORN WAS GOING TO LEAD TO A CONFESSION). It was so impactful, that even my unstandable leg hair, STOOD. The hair on my head started standing, (Thx to Sophy for telling me my hair was standing when she came back). And be4 the situation could get anyworse, i took the plate of nuts and shot the question. "Wanna have some nuts?"

Ahhhh, good nuts. Never be4 have i valued it so much in my life.

But seriously, why im a so suay? I dun wan to be attracting guys, i wan gals. That would be a perfect situation if only he were an at least okay okay gal. FK MY LIFE.

Is it karma?

Is someone trying to tell me not to look at gals so much?

Why is this happening to me. 1st the old woman in the lift, and now this? WHY AM I ATTRACTING ALL THE WRONG PEOPLE?!?!?!? WHY?!?!?!?!??!!??!!??

I can honestly see myself single for the rest of my poly life. This sux. Im already scared of girls, as in, scared. but not scared......like scared. At the same time not. Dunno how to put it. but yea.....And then now this? So what next? Im gonna be scared of both guys and gals? Should i just lock myself in my room and live the remainder of my life like that? Should i implement this scheme once my CRS presentation is done? Oh yea.....Yes i should.

In a room, watching food porn.

P.s: My mom thought i was watching porn, when i started moaning out the word sex when i was watching anthony bourdain eating some dam nice steak. So she barged into my room and scolded me, Only to see that i was watching food. Hah, she so dam pai seh after that. @_@

*more like how low i've become. Retarded. Wad is this.........Day by day, im just getting more and more retarded. IMH, its not so far now isit?

The world we live in is mysterious! @.@

Mystery case 1# - Pubic hair on top of the male's urine place

People everywhere have been hearing me complain about dick hair on top of the white basin urine thingie.......in short the w.b.u. Everywhere i go to, Mainly SCHOOL, whitout fail, the w.b.u i use will always have hair on it. INSIDE it is ok, explainable. but on top.....thats a whole new different story. HOW THE EFF DO U GET HAIR ON TOP OF IT?!?!?!?!? U must be giant in order for ur hair to magically appear there. Seriously.........I realli wan to see how ppl get hair ontop of it, cause im really freaked out by it. *Giants roam among us, but are unseen*

Mystery case 2# - NOTHING
Seriously.......that dick hair one is the most mysterious thing i've come across. Call me mad, call me retarded. I dun give a dam. I just want answers. Thats all. Simple as that. Are there giants among us? Are there Ghost giants suffering from dick hair loss among us? What is it leaving behind all the hair? And sometimes, theres like a bundle of hair, like a paint brush amount of hair....A patch of hair, there, inside the w.b.u. Wth did the guy do to make so much hair come out? School's toilets are a mystery.

Mystery case 3# - ghost probably?
The numbering of the case is like fking useless since im talking about the same topic. zzz But oh well, maybe there are ghost pulling the hairs of unsuspecting victims and placing it every where. What other explanation could there be??? That must be one horny ghost.......If so, why hasent it attacked me yet? Well maybe cause im too overly concious of my forest, wont wanna my amazon forest trees being cut down yea? Environmental protection. Pro Or Not?!?!?!?!?!?? Got see such a environment friendly guy before such as myself?!?!?!?!? Of course not la.

Mystery case 4# - Why isnt Chee Seng back home and on MSN?!?!?!?!?!?!??
Its a sign, that maybe once i left the premises chio bu started flocking in, preventing his escape from camp. :o If thats the case.......WHY ARE CB SCARED OF ME?!?!?!??!?!!?!? Could it be cause i keep on scanning during lunch break?!?!?!?!? ARGH. Emo one corner play digivice.

And anyone ever notice that the number of couples are increasing by the SECOND. My facebook has dam fking few friends. And i hardly enter it, and lately, most friend request i've been ignoring. *DUN ASK ME WHY* So basically, if i still havent accepted ur request,


Sad lor.

Where was i??

Oh, ehh, my facebook livefeed is like, every second someone would have a statues change into "In a relationship". Haiz....Sianz. Anyway gratz to the new couples, Johan/Alexa ( i will save her!!! :D jk jk.....But seriously. -.- ) James/Jesse ( u dont need saving) and of course......

Suan yew, :D Last long hor. its like, after so long, and then finally, make it last.

*Eric, dun die of shock. -.- U cant die till u have ur E and T relationship. E.T. :D U know wad i mean yea. ^^



OMFG!!! I AM SO SLOW!! JUST REALIZE! JESSE AND JAMES! Roll On Floor Dieing! PRO PRO HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHA. -.-

Judgement Of Kira (Facebook App)

In 2 weeks and 4 days, at exactly 12:16 AM. You dreamed about your friend's grandmother is doing Britney Spears' music videos, when you woke up, the flashbacks from that nightmare was so disturbing. No matter what you do you couldn't get it off of your mind, it's playing over and over because of that you committed suicide by poking your head and eyes with a kitchen knife several times.

*My fking goodness. I can so see this happening in future. It happened be4, but i avoided stabbing myself. Probably not the next time.

Its a Good Day!

Good day today! ;D

Since when was the last time i had a real good day? *Lan not counted*

I dun remember......

But today! Thats what u call good.

Good? Why good? Girl ask me out?

No.....Unfortunately.

*more like tio reject la....... < / 3 *

oo, Then wad?

Had a $300 per person meal. ;) And it was THEEEE Sex. where? Some place in orchard....at lido below there. Somewhere opposite the CD shop and all. Need formal wear all. zzz But its worth it! but still $600++ too fking ex. -.-........Most expensive restaurant in Singapore eh? But hor, if all food was free for me, i rather eat Spam or Rice with soya sauce (light soy ;D). Seriously........Spam is more addictive. And somehow, my body is just hooked onto rice and soy. But Fking good meal......

Ahhh.

So after dinner, accompanied Cindy to her fking dance class. Correction....."Enlightening" dance class. The people there realli sheded loads of light unto meh. Innocent+Firm+.....more firm?+ Nice smexyness. Balet somemore. Wear that lil white transparent "stuff". Ahhh, Men's fantasy's. Just for everyone's info, no matter how innocent i am, im still a male species. Somethings just cant be help.

P.s:I think i just increased my "social" network by......alot. ;D

Then came home.

And even home was good. Im not moving out! Sounds dam contradicting la....since i was the one who initiated it. Then now im going back on my words. -.-....Love for Celia (my maid who was with me since primary 2), my bed, house environment, friends, dogs, all, make me change my mind.

For those wondering where i was gonna move to, it was Ghim moh block 6 level 5, then turn turn right once u get out of the lift, then turn left, then the shittiest door u see there is the place. Shittiest door? yea....the uglyiest looking one whitout decors.

Oh oh, lemme talk about that place. Went there to see last friday. The cooking stove suked ballz. The house was quite big actually for a HDB, 3 room flat, and dam big kitchen space. and ehhh.....AND THE GATE! OMFG! THE GATE!!! Good thing i slim down sia, i almost got stucked in between la! Rofl! cant imagine a fat person staying there......oo....dun even think a fat person can enter the house. @_@ Stuck at the moment of entry. But seriously, its like, usualy people's gates are made up of 2 parts, then one part is usually fixed onto a spot, then the other half move around freely. Yea.....i walk through, and almost tio stuck. Dam paiseh la....good thing the only people there was my mom, the indian lady, and the agent. -_______-

My neighbour is sooo fat.
That when he walks out of the house.
He gets stuck.

lame...i know...but in dam good mood. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D most probably due to me knowing that i wont be moving.......Happy happy.....But it will just need another conflict to make me emo and all geared up to move out again. haiz....But for now, im happy ;)

P.s: I think im seriously gonna just off my scanner. I will stop looking out for chio bu. Its hard....I know. but, must control.....

Phase 1 of Make over, Starts now!
To be a better person!

Just watch this till the end. I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN THIS COSTUME!!!!!! D: So dam emo now.....A transformer costume that....TRANSFORMS!!!!! Fk la.....Im dam emo now la......Wtf was i wearing? Superman....So dam pai seh until i denied all cameras. Omg la....how awesome is this costume la....zzz......

That is seriously the most SEX looking thing

Gundam 00 Movie.

Finally!! Pics of the new gundams are out. 00 Qan-T looks dam sex.......Harut looks so dam fuckable. Im drooling over Harut......

This link has pics of em http://superrobotwar.wordpress.com/2009/10/25/new-pics-of-gundam-00-the-movie/ Sex eh?!?!?!?? :D

Ahh yes......Forget food porn. Hell yea for Gundam sex. Just look at em, Harut's blades with the guns. Omg la......Just seeing it turns me dam on la. Oh well.

U know what else turns me on?

When i see random strangers who planed to have a bbq, but the plan spoils due to the rain. Ah yes...Rain....Maybe that is the only thing it is good for. ;D Evil yea??? Yep yep.

I wan sushi........Thats fking it, im gonna go to a dam sushi bar tomorow's lunch. No one is gonna stop me this time round!!~

I stole a chocolate coin from Izzy's fridge today. :o
It tasted like crap. Seriously.

Its Friday already!!! Time flies by so dam fast. I could still remember that i was complaining like siao about Critical Reasoning Skills in my mind, as though it was yesterday. Time really flies to fast.....next week 3rd week of school already. Omg la........Im getting dam scared la. So fast. >.>

Black Eyes.

Panda. Something that i've been called since sec 2 till now. Panda. Something that really just makes me wanna go fury swiping whoever said that. (same with Bear, or anything related)

My eye bags.....ARE FREAKING BLACK. I look like a dam ghost. Considered one, since im drifting between being dead, and somehow staying alive.

Just realized......Tomorow there is GEMS. omg....i dunno why, i just dun feel like going for it. No motivation. The scenario is something like this, "Even if a class is exciting and all, if theres no "motivation" or feel to go, u wont go, even if the class is enjoyable or wad."

Btw, change of plans for my end of year trip. Awwww......Will be going Toronto (canada).



AFTER I GO JAPAN!!!! xD


like a chain combo trip. But hopefully i dun have to go Toronto (or however u spell it).
i wan spend christmas here.....or Japan. Rofl.

I lurv spam.
I lurv luncheon meat.
Cherries?
Pork.
Bacon, Ham, Belly.
Ahhh....fatty goodness.
Pork Porn?
Ahhh....the supple meat. mhmmmm....yummy.

Im hungry. For what? For pork. For, Meat in tube form. Why does trying to type out the word sau****, seems so darn hard. What has poly frens done to influence me? Why cant i just say it out loud. that one word that starts with a "s" and ends with an "e".

I remembered i wanted to rant on about something....but i forgot what. Its like, once i open this dam screen, mind suddenly goes blank. And nonsense just enters my mind. Not as though anything i say is sensible, but yea.....U know what i mean yea? Like mind suddenly blanking, then u totally forget about what was in ur mind just moments ago. And the more u think about it, the harder it is to remember. Haiz.

Another 3hours of Java tmr........Cant wait for Friday!!!!!

Why??

Worked my hands and ass of today, 1-6pm. Fk. It was bad. How bad? Realli Realli Bad. Back breaking, hand numbing, Hand blistering? Feet aching, Body splintering, Eye itching, nose irritating, did i miss anything out? hmmm, oh! not to forget, an EXTREMELY high chance of permnantly damaging my precious hands forever.

When i told my mom i needed cash, She recomended me to her friend. At 1st, i thought i was sent for a secret special ops spy mission to see what her competitors were doing. But NOOOOO, what was i sent to do? Paintings De-Stretcher, or as some may call it Un-Stretcher. Thanks...my name is famous. So what is a painting de-stretcher? It is basically to take out the Canvas(the painting) out from the frame. So how is the painting stuck onto the frame? With about 6 stappler bullets per side, so about 24 bullets per painting FIRMLY stapled on it, and about 4-7 nails on the whole thing. Had to de-stretch like......Continuesly for 5hours? i think i managed 11 paintings. 11 only? YES! Cause there are some paintings, that have one frame to stretch it, and another frame encasing it, WHICH IS FKING KILLER!!!!

Tools provided? That puller thingie, eh, tweezer? Idk wtf u call it, its pliers....no....its like a scissors but its to grab and pull. And a screw driver to loosen the staples, Which gives me an extremely high chance of accidentally slipping and stabing my left hand with.

So how much did i get from this ordeal? $60. 12 per hour.

Nvm lor. At least i feel satisfied. x.x. My sweat and blood.

P.s: I LURV SPAM!!! OMG LA, the sale at changi, 50 cents per can of spam. Its like....NIRVANA!!!! bought 10bucks worth of spam yesterday. ROFL. Celia also bought 10 bucks worth....SPAM SPAM SPAM! Spam the Spam. :D

I just want to spend another night at east coast beach

Took Lester's advise, wrote a letter to my father. Now i just need to show my mother 1st and then ask her print. Hopefully, once its all okay, i can really be happy. But i know, it will take a while or never for it to be okay, but if the situation is better than now, its good enough for me.

Then maybe once it starts getting better, can be more true to my feelings. x) Get a gf probably.....O.o. Shes impossible for me.......-.-...depressed again. z.z sianz. But seriously.
Wtf la, brain too damaged from the loss of moisture, due to over tearing. Emo emo, Emo meepo. Omg la, DOTA!!! PRO COMBINATION OF WORDS BO????? Pro or not?!?!?!?!? wakakakaka.

On a more angering note, Most of you people call my house at about 8 or 9. Then my mom picks up and says "Oh. Jin? He went to exercise!".Well, lemme tell u this, I DUN FKING EXERCISE!!!!! I am sick of people calling me, and saying "Waaah!~ Exercise boy siol....Not bad not bad.". Only I am allowed to be sarcastic like this. Not ANYONE Else. Maybe Eric from scums....but yea, only me. So fk u all.

So then, where do i go during that time? Well, i admit, i do sweat a tiny weenie lil bit. I go to the park, and either walk or cycle from home, all the way to Ghim Moh. And no, i dun jog, i dun run. I want to jog, but u know how it goes. 1 person, all alone, no motivation. Fine, maybe i jog from like the lift downstairs my house to like.....the bench downstairs my house. -.- prob bout 6meters? or so....

Then once at Ghim moh, if Prima deli is open, grab a Butter Waffle. Yum Yum. That $1.40 Buttery GOODness. *pss, A buterfly is an insect* And strawberry ice blend from sweet talk. WHICH SUX BTW!! But i like sucky strawberry ice blend from THAT particular sweet talk. It sux as in that, it is more like strawberry water, rather then ice blend. I prefer water than ice blend....Ice blend takes too long to down. -.-.

And after that, go to my usual stoning spot.

Pic dam blur, but what can u expect from a shitty cam phone.

Just look at the beauty of it. Nice chair with back rest. All the spot lights on you. U cant see it, but u are surrounded by vines, Greenery. 1 mini complain is that, u cant see the sky as vines and all are covering it. But, to counter that complain is, Wtf does Singapore's night sky have to offer? Total Darkness. After stoning bout like 15mins++, i walk/cycle home.

Thats my night life. The lil bit of calaries i lost from walking there is gained back from the butter waffle and strawberry water. And does it seem that i actually do exercise? No way. I want to, but not with people. maybe 1 person can, but 2 people, feel wierdish. -.- I am a loner by mother nature, if u havent figured it out yet.

I Told U I Smelled A Cake Smash!

I just realize, went to a B'dae party, whitout even taking pics? Oh who cares, who needs memories of it inside hard copy or wad, when its all stuck in our minds whether we like it or not. (psss, im on the "not" side)

October. More specifically, End of October. The time of the year when im most broke. Why?? Hmm lets see, maybe cause everyday is someone's b'dae? hmm, Monday was Eric's, Tuesday was Jolene, Wednesday was some dude i met last week who knows a friend of my another friend. Wtf eh? Today was Jesse's B'dae. Tmr i believe its another dude who knows a friend of my cousin'z friend's cousin B'dae. <--- Sounds like a joke, but its not.....Seriously. Its not a joke. And i somehow got invited. Why? I also dunno....maybe fell for me or smth. Rofl, jk jk, cant be. >.<, cant be, wont be, dun wish for it to be. But quite chio le? how ah?? GAHAHAJAKA lost it. Soo yea, presents presents presents!!!! Wonders~~ Whether anyone has ever seen my wallet+pockets empty be4. Ehh? Anyone? No one. Thought so. Cause i have never EVER been completely broke be4 in my entire life. COMPLETELY.

So lets see, what happened today? School-ed as usual. oh oh oh, saw the most PERFECT gal in SP today. PERFECT!!!!!! GAHH!!!! SO DAM CHIO!!!! Its like God scanned my brain of my vision for the perfect gal, and brought her to life infront of me. OMG LA, DAM CHIO!! Best eye-candy EVER!! no wait, fk candy, Best Eye-US PRIME TENDERLOIN STEAK EVER!!!! OMG LA!!

Back to topic. Uhmm....So yea, u know, like how easy it is to deny someone to go out at the 1st, 2nd and 3rd call. But once they call u, when ur all alone, The power of persuasion suddenly gets a boost up. Was asked to go for Jesse's party, i refused. But in the end, ended up going. Why? Dun fking ask me. Other then the free food, what else was there? Ehh, XTREMELY high risk of getting dump into the pool when its NOT EVEN MY B'Dae, wait a sec....that was wrong, U SHOULD NEVER EVER DUMP ME IN THE POOL. And well, at least i did a good deed by going there, But in the end, no use also, poor Jesse tio the cakey. Awwww sooo soooooo sooooooooo sad. Well, i dun feel ur pain. Nvr gotten caked smashed be4. But dun even think about using this idea. Theres a reason that i could have the fearless-ness of posting the idea here. :D

And ehh, what else is there?

Oh oh, i went to this blog. I dunno whose it is. Cause i dun even know the person. Went to a friend's blog, click a link. Then clicked another link. Then there was link to a friend's blog, i forgot the name, which linked me to this....ehh. fk, cant find the link in my history. Screwed up la. But anyway, its a blog, with loads of words going up, and suddenly some big ass mother fking picture of a ghost, ehh, looks like the scary movie 2 the possessed girl. and apparently, it FAILED to scare the shit outta me. Credits goes to my speaker's plug being pluged into the wrong hole. Hell yea for clumsiness!!! boo yea.

Sooo thats about it. Another post with hella lot of fking words. And i realize with the help of poly friends that, Lately, i have been using more vulgarities. I wonder why?? Why cant i be like pet, who stopped saying vulgarities. But i think that if i stop saying, it would be instantly noticed by probably everyone. ;D oh oh oh, if u dunno what to get me for my b'dae, get me premium gourmet chocolates. Those ones that cost like 20 bucks for 5pieces or smth. :D Or!!! Get me peanut butter chocolates. They Are FuCKing SEX. Or can get me Galler Chocolates (my fav dark+peanuty chocolate).

Give me a Hell yea for Chocolate craze!!! Btw, does school sell extremely nice chocolate?!?!!!?!!?? Cause Chocolate is next on the menu.

Chocolate for Lunch, Breakfast and Dinner. Not forgetting supper, tea break and branch. And maybe every other second of the day. ChocoLATES!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Long Long Wordy post. Word word word. Birds the word.

Those nice Supple, Jennifer Love Hewit's.

If im more irritating, more blur, im really sorry. Thinking back these 3days, i feel like i made alot of people get pissed of with me, or something like that, im really sorry. *Except the scumbags, please.....U guys are like Battery Chargers to me, Just that, this battery old leh, so once i leave u all, back to screwed mode. Well, a screwer mode than i am with u. Z_Z*

Btw, does anyone know how to make certain posts only readable to selected few? or is livejournal the only thing capable of that?

I cannot handle the situation with my father anymore. Its gone to a point where he really shows how cruel he can be. Scolding my mother and maid for taking my dog to see the vet cause its sick, and the thing is, HE IS NOT EVEN PAYING OR DOING ANYTHING. THEN SCOLD FOR WAD? SOMEMORE SCOLD SO LOUD SO FIERCE. My dog is in pain, STILL REFUSE TO BRING IT TO DOCTOR. Mother take it to see, THEN HE SCOLD HER AND MY MAID. AND TELL THEM NEVER TO TAKE MY DOGS TO A DOCTOR AGAIN. WTF LA

Everyday unable to sleep cause of how irresponsible, mistreating, cunning, acting cute, he can be. Lay in bed and cry every single night, by the time i actually knock out is 3++/4++. And when i go to school, its so dam straining. Its only the 3rd day, and im reaching my limits. I dun want to be like this anymore.

Will most probably be moving house soon. So dun say i nvr tell u all hor.

But i really do not want to leave, Hopefully my love for my house, my area, my maid: celia, u guys, would pull me through this. But even if i do not want to leave, at the same time, i dun think i would be able to handle the situation anymore. argh.


I guess this is what u call crumbling of the mind? Im so weak. And there is another who is in about same condition as me, still strong. But the thing is, my father is getting worse and worse.


This post is mainly to answer ur questions, as to why these past 6months or since poly started, i have refused anyone to come to my house, and as to why everytime u stand outside my house at about 9+, u can hear my father acting fking cute. So PLEASE stop asking me about it, PLEASE PLEASE. So reason why i ask u to read it? cause i dun wan to get carried away talking about my screwed life, and it will seem like im asking to be fking looked at differently. And if ur not my neighbours or wad, this is just a fking post i had in my mind to play with my other friends. LAME!!! wakakakakaka. But seriously. =)

1st Day Of School. Let The Hell Begin

This is one of those times when i REALLI REALLI wish coach hines was my teacher.

Today.....went back to school. And dam....did it suk. The suffering, The Torment. Waking up at 8. Walking to school. Start of the day sweating. 1st lesson, Accounting, Boring like fk. And yes, i know i am using more "fucks" these days, but, it cant be helped, i am honestly suffering. Hmm, at least FOM wasnt that bad, The fat indian lecturer was funny. Like serious kinda funny. Realli enjoyable listening to him. But then, i thought to myself, "hey! I could be sleeping at this moment. Or, i could be getting ready for lan at this moment. Wheres my bed????" And that really screwed with me.

Break time, suked. Dunno why school food doesnt even ignite some spirit into me. Its like dota, last semester, thinking about eating school food gave me like a 20% boost in attack speed. Now....Its hardly even 1%. which is dam pathetic. Cant seem to get high, and it just seems to make me feel like eating Mcdonalds. And as u can tell, the situation is REAL BAD!!! Im not saying SP food sux, im just saying i dun get turned on by it. Feel dam sian by it, even though i was away from it for like 7weeks? Haiz......

What else was there today? hmmm? Oh yea, worse part is, had to write a friggin essay today. 150words...around there. Been so long since i wrote something, and now....my handwriting is worse than be4. And also had to do a mini presentation for CRS, which i screwed up. Go there, dunno what to say. But one good thing about going back is, seeing classm8s faces again.

-.-

After school, went with Douglas to china town there, bought some shirts. And he exchanged his pants, And yea, basically just walked around China/Thailand Town. After that, went to have to most SEX curry chicken i've had at a mix rice stall/shop. The workers there are soo dam sad and happy, its like, once a person finishes ordering and blah blah, and when they think its over, GUESS NOT, some more people will walk in and order. Good business, but, give em a break yea? But seriously, the chicken curry was dam nice. That is what u call SEX. Ahh, the after school part, is the only redeemable thing bout today.

School sux. Life sux. And thats the ugly truth.

Hopefully tommorow i will get off the left side of the bed and enjoy the day a bit more.

BaiBai.

Im alive. Due to some "Unfortunate" events, didnt cycle. So yea, spent the night playing monopoly, "hanging" by the beach. For me, Emo-ing a bit. and yea.....the so called "SUNRISE". But, it was fun. ^^ Especially Eric's Anguishness, Its literally his suffering that is our enjoyment. >.<

October, the month made to bankrupt me. Forget having a big hole in the pocket, At the end this month, i wouldnt even have a pocket. -_- These final 14 days, would be a long one.

So many people's b'dae during these 14days. So much gifts, So much Money consuming stuff, So lil time, So lil money. Bracing myself aint gonna work. Haiz....They do say gifts from the heart is what is important. :) i will be very heartfull for these final days.

Btw, Another worse case scenario has pop-ed up. Meet The Parents. WTF!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!!? WHY DOES POLY HAVE MEET THE PARENTS!?!?!? I HAVENT EVEN TOLD MY MOTHER ANYTHING ABOUT POLY, AND MY RESULTS!!!! GAHGJSGKJSGO
Good thing gonna get new lecturers and new modules....but still.....Theres a lil bit of scared feeling. Probably phobia brought over from secondary school. T.T

My gawd la. Pro BO?!?!?!?!? FILM APPRECIATION! kaaahh....

Suk on that la faggots.

got see or not. My pro ness?

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to pro...cannot tank already. A good day. Probably will pwn in cycling to9. A dam good day. Started off right. And i believe its also a good day for eric as well? ^^ Pro morph?? So yea, if 2 of us good day, and since we both have same thoughts. It will be so in our pacing to9. Suk on that mother ****ers. **** ****** *****.

Back to sleep. *yawnzz*

Worse Case Scenario Is Gonna Befall On Me

Gonna prep my body and soul for the long LOOONNNGG night that is to come tomorow. Maybe i will get eatened by a ghost tmr. That should at least take away the pain and torment. @.@



P.s: Saw on Lester's Blog that he thought "P.s: Singapore Gals are chio. rite rite?? ^^" was sarcasm. Well.....Its not. -.-. But this brings me to another thought, Do I REALLI REALLI Seem that sarcastic? If sooo, dun take it too hard. Cause 93% of the time that i seem sarcastic, I really am. That 7%, is due mainly to all of u A-holes having some kinda fixed mental image of me being sarcastic 24/7. But guess wad!

Im Not!!!!!!!!!!

My Dream Is Coming True!!

My Dream? What Dream? o.O

The Dream of going Japan!!! And on top of that, im going Japan under the circumstance i always wanted, will be staying with some japanese family and of course my mom. Omg i can so taste the home cooked food now. @.@. And they speak english too! :D Ohhhh yeeeaaa, free guides, free tours. Free guides to the best local food. Ahhgahgadsgasdjgk. Will be going to somewhere near tokyo, but not at tokyo....dun even know where zzz.zzz But unfortunately, this will only happen at the next holi in dec. -.-...Will be gone from 12th of dec - xx of dec. Hopefully if i like it there so much, nvr returning, till i get home sick. Hopefully they have a cute daughter my age. or 18 or 19 would be good too. @.@... JIN!!! WTF ARE U THINKING?!?!??!?!?!?!??!!??!!??!?!?!? Hopefully she can cook too......Stop THINKING WIERD THOUGHTS THIS INSTANT!!!.

*cough*

Mediacorp Channel 8 will be filming some new show at mom's gallery this thurs onwards. Something about a blind artist blah blah. And they fking ask me whether i wanted to take part in filming. I was like, o.O *they must have seen the loads of amount of hidden potential within me*, And when i ask what they wanted me to do, They said Bystander.

What?!?!?!?

A Bystander.

It aint a calefare. A calefare is someone who has an minor role. Well basically someone who has a ROLE. A bystander on the other hand, is sorta like complimentary 0.7 second of fame for u. Why would i wanna reach there at 8 am in the fking morning, just to go there, show up for 0.7 sec on cam, and then say bye bye? And besides, im not even fan of these shows and all, or the actors.
And heck, the actors wouldnt even be there at 8, since officialy shooting is at 9am. -.-....totally waste of time.

I cant even stand to see myself in photos, let alone that 0.7 second of shameness. Im not even like a creep in dota, im one of those mini bugs or "birds" flying across the map to give it a forest feel. Oh well, they also knew i would say no, could tell from the way they jokingly asked, and the aftermath of my refusal. -_- Bunch of fags........Lemme emphasize on that, CHINA fags. Heck i dun even think that fking show would make it to the 7 or 9 o clock timeslots. Probably it will just be a failure. I concure that. Who the eff would wanna watch an emo story about a blind artist trying to go by each day, working hard, finding a lover whom he can only see the heart and not the face off. Thats bull opera shit. Oh well......At least Mummy's gallery will get some publicity. -.- .... the thing is, who the fk would watch it? I know i would, for just that 0.7 sec of my replacement.

*hmmmmm

Ahh, Japan school winter girls uniform. @.@.............Wearing scarfs around their tender loving necks. The cool white snow falling down..........SHUT UP!!!!!!!! Singapore gals are awesome! Omfg. What sorta bug has been implanted inside me. Is it the Chee Seng Bug? Is it the DOUGLAS KOH bug? Im a change man. I Changed over the holis. I aint some despo lil sucker. I am a genuine healthy young Singaporean male. Why cant Singapore school's have nice uniforms like the Japs do? Singapore's uniform looks so dam crappy. Jap's ones on the other hand, People even use them as fking cosplay! Well, at least Singapore ones are good for making fires once ur outta there. That is why Polytechnics is the obvious choice of post secondary education. ^.^

Gawd......Some fetishes are beeeeeeeeeeeeing exposed here. Im not that kinda person i tell u! Im Not! Im SERIOUSLY NOT! T.T Im an innocent healthy male! INNOCENT! I swear by it! Oh yeeeeaaa~~ Sushi for lunch, breakfast and dinner. With takoyaki and all the other local good stuff for the other every seconds of the day. Food......And the waitress serving the food. O.o........Just for everyones info, i wouldnt even come close to 1km near akibahara. So please dun take this in the wrong direction.

K THX BAI! off to enjoy the remaining days of holis left.

P.s: Singapore Gals are chio. rite rite?? ^^

Some things never change.

Watched Cloudy with chance of meatballs today.


Bought the tickets with the mindset that it was gonna suck real bad. But the thing is, It didnt suk! It was lame to the point it was funny. And hey! It is a good movie to watch if u wanna go on diet. Can seriously get nightmares about food after watching it. Watch it to see what i mean. >:D The story is lame, and yet sucks u right into it, Its nice, Cute....Xtremely cute -.-, and of course enjoyable!


And.....If u know me for dam long, u would know that i always wanted to try the gundam arcade game. where u enter the pod and experience the mobile suit-ness. But unfortunately it was only available in Japan. But NOT ANY MORE!! WAAAHAHAHA I think im quite slow on this News or wad, But i dun give a shit, AMK HAS THOSE PODS!!! AND ITS SOO DAM COOLAH! >_<

*I fear karma*


Plans for tmr? Probably just dieing in bed.
Plans for sat? Dead on my death bed.
Sun???? Resurect and then apply for the gems thingie. *MUST REMEMBER!! GEMS ON SUN!! SUN!!!! anyone see this, just help to remind me on sUNday. :D*


Sayonara.
Adieu.
Cheerio~

Fresh New Start

Yep. Darren gone Japan. Suan gone tribal. With the 2 Lan coordinators out of the way, This marks a fresh new start for the week ahead. I sound as though i lan everyday of my life, but fact is, twice a week is the max. Well, with this upcoming week as an exception, cause it will be 0!! :D

My weekly life has been, Lan twice a week. Do some random job once a week. And the rest of the time, disturb people or travel on buses solo ~

What about this week? theres 2 extra days. What to do? What can i do? What is there to do?

Prob go shop for new clothes........So low on clothing. -__- I wan that Megatron shirt at junction 8. @__@ Hm, the only obstacle is that im freaking broke. T.T......Lent my REMAINING cash to B.c (owes me $37)

O well, gotta wait for tues.~~ Hopefully i dun get fired from the cocktail job.....
How the hell do u get fired from a job that just requires u to mix drinks?
Hmmmm, Probably if they find out you put drugs, laxative or maybe sulphur inside it? OOO good idea. @.@ Or maybe a dash of Swensens Drugged water. Oh yea. I can see it now, a room filled with "High" class people. Sweet~~

Siggy Off.

Into The Flames. MoonCake MoonCake Moooo

Lanterns. Free Lanterns. Whats better than free lanterns in abundance? Oh oh, i know! Free lanterns in abundance with a minimart selling lighters and house sprays at prices under $4.
Woo hoo.

It isnt even the time when condos hold some mini event to celebrate the mid autumn festival. Or is it? o.o. No idea. Cause went to Hi-Jack some random condo that was giving free lanterns.

A whole lotta lanterns+Lighters+Smell Fresh Sprays+Bunch of LUNAtics=Hell On Earth.

So after burning down a condo, me and Jonan seperated from the rest and took 2 of the surviving lanterns and went on a hike home. Just me and him, holding a purple and yellow lantern. Nvr in my life had i felt this --> <-- close to being an official gay. Walking past us were couples, holding hands, and carrying pink/purple/yellow lanterns in the other. If it was 4 couples, it wouldnt be that bad......But the walk took us 30mins to reach home. And couples were literally flying pass, front and behind us by the 10 secs.

Couples, Couples Everywhere. There was no safe haven from this tormenting ordeal. If there was only someone walking his dog, that would just ease our torment for that moment. And just when i thought that, A COUPLE with their dog emerge from whithin the darkness and into our sights. We looked practically like a freaking Gay couple. And shit, was the feeling worse than watching some uber romantic movie with a bunch of scumbags by ur side. This was an one on one situation. Gay, Gay, Gay. Argh!!! And the fact was that EVERYONE was holding lanterns, that just made it seem we were part of this couple's walk or wadever this supernatural phenomenon is.

And best.......-.-, met that retard kid that i accidentally kicked last sunday, and that ass hole said so dam loud to his gf, they are a gay couple. WTF. How on earth did that small midget get a gf, or maybe....it was his sister? o.O It IS IMPOSSIBLE for a 10yr old kid to get a gf. -.-. please.......Definitely his sister. OMG, That incest midget. Gah, that should pierce his heart and soul the next time our paths cross. Suk on that Mr Frodo.
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*I am soo gonna get a xbox360 or ps3 and final fantasy 13. Latest trailer killed me, and it aint the transforming summons (which is a turn off btw)that makes me want it so much. ahhh.....serah. @.@*

Lurv the song. Out december 2nd. T.T so long more....

The Ugly Truth.

On Thursday, Lan-ed And Movie. Eric!!! U pung seh kia. z_z missed out on a dam nice movie. The Ugly Truth. The standard romance comedy, which highlights the truth about most romances, But of course those "truth" are not aimed for me, I so innocent :D. Throughout the show, it was constantly good, but the final moments was the ulti. The Big Finisher. Honestly speaking, wad other romance shows ends of with the 2 main charactors having "a verii verii good time"? And with the protaganist asking the female counterpart: "Did i do well?". That was an ingenious way of ending it, Other romance shows usually end off at the kiss "the End" or some marriage thing, or both of them smiling. This ending has all of them, and more. It has more than a kiss, it has wad happens when u marry, and better yet, it has both of them smiling and feeling ecstatic and sensational.

A highly recomended movie. And hey! its nc16 not M18. So no xcuses. >:D

For the gals, u can see ERIC kee Winter's -.- Ass. Dun see why, some ppl get ecstatic over the 2seconds of fame, thee bottomline is....u get to see it. So people like.....Yi leng, go be urself and go watch. And take the other idiots with u. *I KNOW WAD U PLAN FOR ME TOMMOROW, AND ITS GONNA FAIL*
For the male breed, dun get ur hopes high, its only an NC16 show, so dun expect wad u are expecting. So dun bother watching it for the wrong reasons, just watch it cause its a good, hillarious movie.

The World Still Has Hope.

Went to cut my hair today, like after........8 weeks? or 10...or was it just 7? dunno. Time flies by like the F1 Car in final destination.

So yea....The be4..... aint as long as other ppl, aint my longest. but yea.....Effects of rotting at home made me take pics. -______-

The After.......with that wax/gel/clay/unknown substance thingie those cutters use after cutting.

And whitout. look idiotic. hmm, since when didnt i look idiotic?



Conclusion: NOTHING CHANGE! except that its shorter...-.-...well duh, hair cut? Cut hair, make it shorter......yea. -.-.
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And a Big BIG BIG Thanks TO JESSE!!!! She stayed behind and helped me with the decors, UNLIKE the rest of u A-Holes, Gone running home at the instant clock hit 8......zzzz

Even though not her job, and she wont get paid for it, she still took the time of......ALOT of time off, like 1hour of her time off to help me finish decorations. Thank you sooo soooooo sooooooooo much. Werent for ur help, would still be in there, suffocating and trying my best to finish up.

Theres still kind hearted people like that in this dark tainted world.

But, who in the 1st place signed me up for decorations AND place layout AND designing of the stuff.

GO FK URSELF. So angry......D:< >:[ <----imagine these 2 faces as super imbaly angry faces. Dorgh.......

Looking at the bright side, at least now i have enough life energy to fuel myself for the next 2 weeks, or 1 and a half weeks. :D