If im more irritating, more blur, im really sorry. Thinking back these 3days, i feel like i made alot of people get pissed of with me, or something like that, im really sorry. *Except the scumbags, please.....U guys are like Battery Chargers to me, Just that, this battery old leh, so once i leave u all, back to screwed mode. Well, a screwer mode than i am with u. Z_Z*
Btw, does anyone know how to make certain posts only readable to selected few? or is livejournal the only thing capable of that?
I cannot handle the situation with my father anymore. Its gone to a point where he really shows how cruel he can be. Scolding my mother and maid for taking my dog to see the vet cause its sick, and the thing is, HE IS NOT EVEN PAYING OR DOING ANYTHING. THEN SCOLD FOR WAD? SOMEMORE SCOLD SO LOUD SO FIERCE. My dog is in pain, STILL REFUSE TO BRING IT TO DOCTOR. Mother take it to see, THEN HE SCOLD HER AND MY MAID. AND TELL THEM NEVER TO TAKE MY DOGS TO A DOCTOR AGAIN. WTF LA
Everyday unable to sleep cause of how irresponsible, mistreating, cunning, acting cute, he can be. Lay in bed and cry every single night, by the time i actually knock out is 3++/4++. And when i go to school, its so dam straining. Its only the 3rd day, and im reaching my limits. I dun want to be like this anymore.
Will most probably be moving house soon. So dun say i nvr tell u all hor.
But i really do not want to leave, Hopefully my love for my house, my area, my maid: celia, u guys, would pull me through this. But even if i do not want to leave, at the same time, i dun think i would be able to handle the situation anymore. argh.
I guess this is what u call crumbling of the mind? Im so weak. And there is another who is in about same condition as me, still strong. But the thing is, my father is getting worse and worse.
This post is mainly to answer ur questions, as to why these past 6months or since poly started, i have refused anyone to come to my house, and as to why everytime u stand outside my house at about 9+, u can hear my father acting fking cute. So PLEASE stop asking me about it, PLEASE PLEASE. So reason why i ask u to read it? cause i dun wan to get carried away talking about my screwed life, and it will seem like im asking to be fking looked at differently. And if ur not my neighbours or wad, this is just a fking post i had in my mind to play with my other friends. LAME!!! wakakakakaka. But seriously. =)
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